THIS IS ME..: February 2011

2/27/11

give me strengh..

salam~

buzy!!..just nk bgtau yg saye tgah bz skrg ni.xcaye??bukak buku plnner saye,then u'll see it.mcm hari2 ade hal.
tapi ,nk tulis kan blog gak cz nk express my feeling.rase lege sikit, and nnti mayb boleh djdikan panduan for future.hehe.ok ,jom tgk nape saye bz sgt2..if bgi org len xbz,but for me,bz gakk..xkire.hehe.

1-kene siapkan assgment fisiologi part yg dlm buku,cz kene return book on 28th feb,esok je !!mujur dah wat mlm smlm.

2-tasmi' rabu ni..or mayb smpai fri kot leh.tapi xhbis hafal lagi surah.so,my plan kan,pgi2 after subuh hafal la cz time tu otak tgah fresh..insyaAllah.

3-stdy case mgt kene siapkan ,anta kat ketua paling lmbt this sunday,on 6th mac.

4-exam MGT .6th mac jgak!!adoii..Ya Allah..and saye baru cover 3 chapter yer.2 chap more to go.

5-presntation ungs xwat lagi,even my part dah siap lame tapi nk kene tnye madam.betol or tak.cz mcm xpaham,karang present kat kelas,ajaran salah..dah la pasal hukum hakam..

6-paling lewat,asggmnt fisiologi on 25th mac.fuh,mujur dah start sikit.

7-opps,lupe!usrah or study circle.ade test,hafal2 surah and hadis,and doa harian,bak kate kak aimi,"ala doa harian sng je,mcm makan, tdo,sume tu..hehe.insyaAllah,tu saye ingat..tgk cermin,naik kete .tapi nk tau x,doa kuar tandas seyes xhafal,even dah ph try tapi lupe!!masuk tnds hfl.hehe.

8-ade lagi!lab report esok malm submit nak compile.kene type siap2,so mujur dah siap just nk type je.fuhhh.dah la sok mlm ade usrah pasal hadis .

ok.rasenye tu je kot.haa..byk kan??tdo pon saye dah pndai stay up2..even xske stay up cz ske bgun pagi awal.tapi ,yg psti cz nk stdy anatomy cz masuk dari chap 1 for final ni.hmm..Ya Allah,tlglah hambamu ini.permudah kanlah.mak doakan alang~kalo kat umah may be lebih strong cz saye memg jenis cani,nmpk paren je pon dah ckp bgi semgat.ni jauh,kene pndai2 motivate sndiri.eh,memg kene pon,dah besar kan,im 20 now.hehe.insyaAllah.tapi,bz2 pon, saye sempat la masuk bdmintn tournament ari tu.and men explorace.pape pon, i'll try my best la nak buat sume ni,slow2 ok.xske panic or stress..insyaAllah..and the most important is kak usrah ade bgi tau"kite ni hidup,xkire stdy ke ape ke,msti pntgkan keberkatan n keredhaan Allah".sumenye berjalan lancar.memg salute la kak tu kan,dah la kahwin dgn doctor, slalu la on call kan.ade anak 2 org,tapi still hdup ok je.ok.wassalam~

2/21/11

how to handle my emotion..??

assalamu'laikum~

lately,byk betol bende yg terjdi .bygkan within 3 months pon dah byk sgt kisah,and siap boleh tukar2 episod lagi.kisah ape?kisah saye lah..hehe.sume terjdi dgn cepat and pantas.sampai saye pon xdpt ingat dgn baik,and kdg2 smpai tahap blurr cz xtau cane nak handle.yeer!ingatkan strong sgt and kebal dgn bende2 ni tapi rupenye takk..memg fail la kan.okay,memg kalo bab emotion saye fail.maybe dah 20 kot.tu la jdi cani.tapi,memg mcm still in trauma lagi.so,xleh nk berhadapan dgn bende2 ni sume.hey,bukan masalah boyfren ke ape eh.xde lgi bf2 ni.baru Allah test sikit je,dah xdpt handle.cukuplah,give me rest.all i need now is turn to Allah and ask for His help.doa and doa..thats the best solution.cume,rase makin jauh dgn Nye.sedihnye.rasenye,kene g dgr byk ceramah balik ni,and keep on remind myself that Allah is always by my side.I miss that feeling.ini lah manusia,bile happy,lupe Dia,bile lonely,baru nk ingat Dia.tapi,tu lah lumrah manusia,and Allah Maha Pengampun ;D.i miss u and luv Allah..the best place to express your feeling is to Allah, good listener,even we cannot see Him,but deep in my heart i know He will listened every single word from me.haa..mcm nak nangis.its okay,if nak ngis sebb u miss Him,is a good thing..it shows that, Allah still love you..ok.thank u Allah..; )

wassalam~(memg touching la kan,sorry to reader sape yg bosan bce post ni)hehe

2/13/11

im 20 now..

salam everyone~

i already turned 20 on 30th jan,and tbe2 rase mcm rugi pulak xtulis pasal ni.: )

sebab kan,dpt celebrate dgn kawan2 and mcm2 lagi la.

memg x expect pon.bz gler on 30th jan tu.hehe.cz ade 2 persons yg ajak kuar.tapi yg sorg tu dia ckp cz dah lame xjumpe tpi cancel,yg lagi sorg ni ,hannah,ajak g mid memg for celebrate my birthday .so,mcm terharu la ,dah la wish on 29th cz dia 'teradvanced' 1 hari,(mcm xsabar nk wish..haha).mkan2 and even perot dah xlarat nk makn,dia offer ice cream lak.share la kan,cz konfem xhbis.: )..pastu,malm kuar dgn family makn kat paparich dekat je kat 9 .no more pizza hut kay.bosan la makn piza.next time memg nak g paparich je cz de byk lagi menu dia yg best2 nk try,teringin nk rase dim sum.then,jumpe my ex schoolmate kat restren tu.laki la.xtegur pon cz xsame kelas and memg kat sek xtegur.haha..dia tgah dating!dia wat2 xnmpak plak kan.ok.dpt 2 birthday song from zaty and my bestfriend ni.serious nk simpan yg bestfren nye,mcm piano nye.tapi zaty nye pon simpan gak..: D..

present?ade2 dpt..hehe. the last person yg bgi.zaty & fika.seyes xsgke!!hehe.lawak la dorg ni,su la tnye,"tgn ko gatal x skrg" and saye pon ckpla kan" aku xde duit kalo ko nak suruh bayar ape2.haha"..dah la aku tgah bz main bhase spanish dgn bestfren sorg ni through text la kan.

pastu sempat lak,dorg torture2 aku,tnye mcm polis,sape tuh yg asik text tu smpai ko xlayan kteorg dtg bilik ni,haha.and finally,bile aku mcm dah xlarat nk jwb soalan pelik2 dorg,kuarlah mug..haha.aiseh..so,all in all,memg bes la.. u know what?im 20 now!a big no!thinking bout responsibilities as i get older.and of course,i have to think maturely in all aspects.not to forget, be a good servant toward Allah kay amiin: ).thank you again to all my frens yg wish through fb wall (esp for the 1st person,xkan lupe la sape ),text,and indirectly or directly..: ) hoho..still xdpt kek!its okay,next time kay,mayb when i turn 21 pulak.

luv u all..wassalam~

2/10/11

Nape cepat sgt??

salam~

nothing much to say..hmm.tadi bukak FB.then bukaklah angah punye page.baru je ingat nak post something kat wall dia.but suddenly,i was stuck!!u know what??dah agak dah..hehe.mesti angah nk g sane balik.tapi kan 21st feb tu birthday mak..and kalo saye xbalik bangi mestilah xdpt jumpe angah lagi.alaaa..angah ni,nape nak g cepat sgt.bukan tgah tggu petronas ke??xpahamlah ..kalo saye lah,lebih baik spend mase dgn family,especially mama.yes.mama.is the name given by me and angah.kalo nk manje2 pggil mama.hehe.u know what??xbeslah bile angah xde kat umah..hha.this is the fact okay!(kalo dia tau ni habis la) xde org nk buli2 and dibuli.and nape mesti on 21st feb?on her birthday.xkan nak buat farewell skali kot.mesti mama lonely.haila~sian mama!patotlah lately asik teringat kat mama..ok lah ,tggu habis blaja and i will not waste any second in my life just to be with her.hmm.opps!kalo dah married,hopefully dpt yg area dekat2 je cz nk visit mama seng.not to forget,abah too..hehe.yeah!family is everything la..dont u think so??kalo dah ade partner pon,of course la i'll love him as much as i love my own family..hehe.1st time ckp pasal future kan..: D.its okay,im 20 now.xsalahkan.haha.okay,thats all.wassalam.

LUV U MOM..LUV U ALL

my mom..cantik kan?hehe.gorgeous.

2/8/11

DAY -2- (29TH JAN 2011)-

Salam to all readers~

Okay,hari ni hari ke 2 cuti.: ).beg pon xkemas lagi.sebab tbe2 my sis transfer tdo bilik saye..dia ckp bilik dia penuh dgn barang2 yg dia pon xkemas habis lagi.ok lah.whatever la angah~tau la my room lagi besar kan..and paling kemas kan..hehe.(persan sikit) tapi,1 fact bout siti amalina.XSKE BERSEPAH.: D.

so,pgi2 fatim text bgtau nk kuar dah.dia tggu kat ampang park.then ,same2 g uia gmbk.haa..alamak!g sane sorg2,naik lrt sume.tukar2.pening!haha.tapi,alhamdullillah..berjaya!haha.xde ape pon yg nk dirisaukan.cz smlm dah ade org guide balik .prebesfren maybe~haha.

to make it short,hari ni g kedai busana.mak fatim punye.byk la jubah2 dari Dubai,Bandung.and mcm2 lagi,so,saje2 jalan2 tgk.pastu mak dia bgi harge murah.student price ~hehe.so,ameklah satu beli..then ,mak dia bgi lagi selendang free~dah la shawl tu siap manik2 yg memg sepatotnye dijual mahal tapi dapat free..serba salah dah ni.haila~

around 2 pm kteorg pon gerak g uia gmbak.library dia sgtlah complete and besar!!jelez!!haha.so,excited ni g pinjam buku nak buat assgment ungs.alhamdullilah ade!!excited lagi..terlebih2 dah ni.pastu balik bangi,tumpang Maryam.hey!rupenye maryam ni bakal jiran saye kat bangi .!cume dia xpindah lagi.haha.keciknye dunia.okay,so balik umah around 7.memg lmbt lah balik.angah pon kuar hari ni g dgr talk herbalife yg sepatotnye saye pon g tapi malas.cz kene byar rm 10.hehe.and terus dinner makan ROTI NAN!sedappp!!

huh!malm pulak g umah atok kat Gombak.gmbk again!cz from umah atok it takes only 10 min je ke uia gmbak.cz nk gathering jap dgn sdre2 sembang2 .so,memg saye jejak kaki kat umah kul 12 mlm.otw balik,kawan text,unexpected .dia cam tbe2 jdi baik,hehe.and i was like blurr.kul 12 mlm sampai umah dia anta birthday song!!wow!!xsgke!my birthday!!hahah..ngntuk sgt smpai xingt..so,mcm terharu laaa...thank you awak : D.ok..thank u for reading~

from left,maryam,huda,me,and mak fatim.lawala jubah yg huda pegang tu!!: D

haa..ni la fatim.shawl warne merah.tapi saye tertarik dgn shawl huda,hijau.; D

2/4/11

1st day cuti ( 28 jan 2011)

salam everyone~

im home again !!happy!tahap maximum.hehe.kawan saye lagi lah,dia ckp kan," aku happy dapat balik umah cam rase happy dapat 1st prize tau!!"..hha..lawak la dia ni kadg2..maslin2.okay,bertolak from kuantan 10.30am..sampai dlm pukul 2 lebih kot.then tbe2 boleh pulak sampai je kat gombak start pening kepala yg tahap nk muntah.adeyy~napelah sakit ni dtg time2 camni,dah la kene blik sorg2..naik lrt and ktm lagi.tukar2 train.serious xRETI!!!ingat lagi,dulu slalu kene camni time sem 1 kat foundation.memg kalo pening camni kene baring or tdo terus.tapi xkan makan panadol.i hate ubat!!cz actually,ubat2 ni xsembuhkan kite pon,tapi sementara je.and akan memudaratkan if amek slalu.better jgn amek lah..kami ber4 asalnye,but maslin dah balik terus.si sarah memg dah turun kat gmbak.and zati pon nk balik ke klang.so, baru je nk jdi independent ni,tgk2 xdpt gak.hehe.bende yg xpenah terpikir dlm otak!!ok.lets start the super duper top secret..tapi,dah cter,xjdi secret dah la kan..: )well, cternye kan camni..tgah2 berdiri kat stesen titiwangsa ,still pening lagi.xleh berfikir lagi.berdiri diam2 cool down.then my mummy pon call ckp abah boleh amek but 1 hour la kene tggu cz solat jumaat kan,jam lagi.pastu,saye pon ckp xpelah,nk try balik sendiri gak.xmau duk sini sorg2.pastu,adela kawan ni text tnye dah sampai ke ?and saye pon minxlah dia guide cane nk balik bangi,malu je kan,lahir kat k.l.hospital roopi med centre.tu betul2 balakng stesen bas pekeliling!!hahaha.ok,so dia dtglah ,mujur lah umah dia area k.l gak.so,dia guide naik lrt sume and ktm.xtau nk ckp pe.dia ni kan unexpected sikit.tapi dlm hati memg doa je la byk2..so that xde pape berlaku..takut.hehe.A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU!!MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU : )ok.balik2,paren amek terus g umah along~yehhaa!!dpt jumpe angah.and si kecik BALQIS!!tapi kannn,nape balqis tbe2 ngis jumpe maklang??xkan dah xcam maklang?adoii..sadis nye budak ni tau.mule2 elok je dia gelak2,tapi pastu langsung ngis..haha.xpe,maklang dah amek ur dolphin.makngah bgi maklang as birthday present.: D

haha.xnak amek gmbar~hey,nasi xhabis.

2/1/11

::Lepas Geram::

Salam~

hi everyone! dah lame kan x update blog..act,dah lame dah nk update nk tulis mcm2 but terlalu buzy and xbawak lappy g u,so mcm malas nk pinjam lappy kawan just for update my blog~ok2,xpe .so now nk cter pasal lepas geram..hehe.xdelah geram mane pon.On 24,26,& 27 jan yg lepas,adelah hari paling bersejarah dlm hidup ..hehe.bukan ape pon,just terkejut je .EXAM MIDTERM!!yeah!byk gler kene hafal,dah la rapat2 kan exam,gap cume 1 hari je.wee~memg merana la.to make it short,1st paper was ANATOMY..which is my fav subject,but then still i cant do well .sebb ape?sebab byk gler nk bce within short time given.ala..padan muke la cz sape suruh x stdy awal2..hehe.my 2nd paper was PHYSIOLOGY..yg ni seng je actully ,but still i cant do well ~hmm for these 2 paper,they used minus marking system..pelikkan?kalo kite salah jwab 1 soalan kene minus 0.25marks.takutt gler tau..cz xde pngalaman gune system ni.biaselah uia international so gune system mcm kat sane.my final paper was MOLECULAR BIOLOGY...yg ni xgne system minus marking.lege sikit.wee~

ade 7 chapters nk kene study.dah la nk paham tu takes time tau..so mlm before exam tu xtau nape sgtlah mengantuk nk study.even dah tdo jap after mgrb konon2 nk stay up mlm tu xmenjdi.duk study kat bilik kwn,siap dah bawak nescafe but still kami semu tertdo.mayb penat sgt cz smlm punye paper kami stay up till 3am.haha.1 bende baru yg siti amalina buat.cz i never been in that situation.istilah stay up ni xdelahh dlm kamus hidup tau!.but result still alhamdullilah elok~tapi yg ni stay up tapi rasenye result xelok.ala bukn pe,mane tau dpt berkat ke cz berusaha jgk kan..xla berserah je.: ))

so,all in all memg merana sgt time exam week.huhu.terseksa tau.memg azam lepas cuti ni nk study awal2..so,cuti ni memg byk bnde nk buat.i'll try to finish 2 assgments within this week.and study tilawah .kene hafal juzuk amma.: )

hey,before terlupe after hbis exam,petang tu terus g TELUK CEMPEDAK!!thanks to my friends ZATI,SUHADA AND SYAKIRAH~cz korang merealisasikan impian aku nk g TC before balik kl.

Best la,g makan2 kat KFC then jalan2 tgk pantai,byk gker monyet!adoii..mane2 pon ade monyet la kat sini.hehe.ok thats all ~selamat bercuti!!: )